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  <title>[SongFic] Fairytale</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;:&lt;/strong&gt; Fairytale&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; Hinata/Naruto, Karin/Kiba, Shika/Tema, Ino/Itatchi, Neji/Ten, Sasu/Saku, Hinata/OC&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary: &lt;/strong&gt;Because no matter what anyone said, life was never meant to be a fairytale. Not really.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A/N Eh. Just needed something to get me started i guess. Its pretty ... not so good. This is possibly the worst thing I have ever written. I need to get inspired.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;strong&gt;The song is: Fairytale by Sara Bareilles.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Italics are lyrics, Normal is the story (or lack therof).&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cinderella&amp;rsquo;s on her bedroom floor.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She&amp;rsquo;s got a, crush on the guy, at the liquor store.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lsquo;&lt;i&gt;Cause Mr Charming don&amp;rsquo;t come home anymore.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And she forgets why she came here.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hinata sat on the floor, running her fingers through the carpet of the high-tech apartment, she and her husband Naruto, shared.&lt;br /&gt;But it was Kanto, not him, that she thought of as she smiled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His smile was amazing, his black hair permanently windswept. Kanto was just a civilian, working at the store on the corner. And he was definitely &lt;i&gt;not&lt;/i&gt; her husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She fell asleep there, dreaming of a happily-ever-after with him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And Naruto didn&amp;rsquo;t come home to wake her, and move her to the bed, not three feet away. He never came home anymore. So she was free to dream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Well Sleeping Beauty&amp;rsquo;s in a foul mood for shame.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;She says none for you dear prince, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m tired today.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I&amp;rsquo;d rather sleep my whole life away,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Then have you keep me from dreaming.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lsquo;The mission had been &lt;i&gt;exhausting&lt;/i&gt;.&amp;rsquo; Temari decided as she collapsed onto her bed, ready to sleep for the next week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo; Hello gorgeous.&amp;rdquo; Shikamaru purrs in her ear as she begins to drift off, &amp;ldquo;How &amp;lsquo;bout you and I -&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Shikamaru, No. I&amp;rsquo;m tired.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;But baby, I&amp;rsquo;m out on a mission tomorrow and then we&amp;rsquo;ll only be able to dream about this for weeks. You can sleep later.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Nara&amp;rdquo; She&amp;rsquo;s getting really annoyed now. All she wants is to sleep, why cant he see that. &amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;d rather sleep now see you again than do &lt;i&gt;anything &lt;/i&gt;but sleep at this time of night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shikamaru flopped back on the bed. &amp;ldquo;Troublesome.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cause I don&amp;rsquo;t care, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;For your fairytales.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Your so worried bout the maiden,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Though you know she&amp;rsquo;s only waiting,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;On the next best thing.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Next best thing.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Isn&amp;rsquo;t he dreamy?&amp;rdquo; Hinata&amp;rsquo;s sigh could barely be heard over the pounding music of the club. The guy in question, Kanto, walked past the girls, much to Hinata&amp;rsquo;s excitement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Hinata, your married, remember? Like me, and all, well, &lt;i&gt;most&lt;/i&gt; of the others.&amp;rdquo; Sakura motioned to Tenten, Ino, Karin and Temari. Who sat around the table with them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I don&amp;rsquo;t care anymore. Fat lot of good that&amp;rsquo;s done us anyway.&amp;rdquo; Hinata was glaring at her ring. As though it was to blame for all the problems in her marriage. The problems that only she and her girls could see.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sakura sighed, but didn&amp;rsquo;t push her point. Hinata was right after all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The men watched over their wives from the other side of the room. Seeing nothing out of ordinary - just &lt;i&gt;&amp;lsquo;happy&amp;rsquo; &lt;/i&gt;wives, gossiping about &lt;i&gt;sweet nothings&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Men can be so na&amp;iuml;ve.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Snow white is doing dishes again,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Cause what else could you do, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;With seven itty, bitty men.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Sends them to bed and she calls up her friend, says,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Would you meet me at midnight.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Karin&amp;rsquo;s hair swung as she moved her arms, working her way steadily through the piles of dishes surrounding the dish washer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The life of a single mother was hard enough, being a single mother with seven kids was just plain horrible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Okay boys, time for bed.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A simultaneous &amp;rsquo;night&amp;rsquo; later and she was alone in the kitchen, energy levels high and no-one for company. Well, except &lt;i&gt;him&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She dialled the phone, twirling the cord around her finger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Hey Kiba. The kids are asleep. I&amp;rsquo;ll meet you at our spot at midnight alright?&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Bye&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At least Kiba could be relied upon to supply some kind of release from the monotony. It didn&amp;rsquo;t hurt that he was cute either &amp;hellip;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The tall blond lets out a cry of despair says,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Would have cut it myself &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;If I knew men could climb, hair.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I have to find another tower somewhere,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;And keep away from the windows.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ino let out a heart-wrenching cry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her lifes work lay on the ground, torn and tattered, like a common dish cloth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She flung her canvasses and paints into her bag furiously. How could he?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Itatchi had been her knight in shining armour, her escape from her foster parents. Then he had to ruin it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Bastard!&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That&amp;rsquo;s it. She was finding another house somewhere, and keeping far, far away from the windows.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Windows meant people, which meant men, which ultimately, meant heart-break.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And Ino sure as hell wasn&amp;rsquo;t putting herself through that again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Damn Itatchi. Damn him to the fiery pits of hell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cause I don&amp;rsquo;t care, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;For your fairytales.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Your so worried bout the maiden,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Though you know she&amp;rsquo;s only waiting,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;On the next best thing.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Next best thing.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The girls sat around the T.V. discussing their &amp;ldquo;Perfect&amp;rdquo; marriages. The ones no one but themselves could see the flaws in. All the people ever saw in their relationships was perfection.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And no matter wether their husbands realised it or not their relationships were as far as perfect as they came.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because really, after those idiots, they&amp;rsquo;d be willing to settle for &lt;i&gt;anything&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once upon a time in a far away kingdom,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Man made up a story said that I should believe him.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Go and tell your white night,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;That he&amp;rsquo;s handsome in hindsight.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;But I don&amp;rsquo;t want the next best thing.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tenten turned to the priest. &amp;ldquo;Will you the me the papers or not? I want a divorce, understand? I&amp;rsquo;m not drunk, nor on any kind of drugs, so: &lt;br /&gt;Give. Me. The. Damn. Papers.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Are you sure Mrs Hyuuga? Has your husband been ignoring you? If so I would suggest talking to him, telling him he&amp;rsquo;s handsome, saying how much you appreciate him. It really can do wonders.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tenten eyed the papers on his desk, shifting through the papers in her hands to make sure she had one of everything, she left.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I don&amp;rsquo;t want the next best thing father. And I won&amp;lsquo;t have it. Not anymore.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I sing, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Hold my head down.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;And I break these walls round me,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Can&amp;rsquo;t take no more,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Of your fairytale love.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sakura&amp;rsquo;s head was bent as the other wemon talked about their amazing husbands, their darling kids. But she didn&amp;rsquo;t speak, she never spoke at the meetings, until now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;SHUT UP! You live fairytales, your lives are perfect, everything goes your way! I get it. Bu do you have to talk about it all-the-fucking time?&amp;rdquo; She was yelling by the end of her speech, eyes blazing with fury.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And she broke through the walls that held in all her anger, all her pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She had, had more than enough of their &amp;lsquo;perfect&amp;rsquo; &lt;i&gt;fairytale &lt;/i&gt;love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&amp;rsquo;t care,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;For your fairytales. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Your so worried bout the maiden,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Though you know she&amp;rsquo;s only waiting,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;On the next best thing.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;YOU DID WHAT?!?&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I told them off Ino, I&amp;rsquo;ve had more than enough of them and their &amp;lsquo;perfect lives&amp;rsquo;. Its just rubbing salt on the wound.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Sorry Sakura &amp;hellip; Say shouldn&amp;rsquo;t you be getting home by now? Sasuke might start to get suspicious.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Ino, all he&amp;rsquo;ll be worrying about is whether or not I&amp;rsquo;ve gotten hurt. He &lt;i&gt;is&lt;/i&gt; Sasuke Uchiha, he wouldn&amp;rsquo;t get the hint even if it marched next to him all day belting the konoah national anthem in his ear.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;We have a national anthem?&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I know, I was surprised too.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&amp;rsquo;t care,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I don&amp;rsquo;t care, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Worry bout the maiden, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Though you know she&amp;rsquo;s only waiting,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Spent her whole life being graded,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;On the sanctity of patience,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;And a dumb appreciation.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;But the story needs some mending, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;And a better happy ending.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Cause I don&amp;rsquo;t want the next best thing,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;ve had it!&amp;rdquo; Hinata&amp;rsquo;s voice rang through the marble halls of the hyuuga compound. &amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;ve had enough Naruto. I spent my whole life jugged for &lt;br /&gt;waiting for you by people and being thought inferior to everyone else. But feeling like that is nothing compared to this. I loved you! Loved you. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since the moment I saw you. But even then you never appreciated it, were married now and you still don&amp;rsquo;t appreciate it, don&amp;rsquo;t appreciate me.&lt;br /&gt;Sorry Naruto, but were over. I want real love, not the next best thing, not this. I want my happy ending, not a dead-end life with you.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And with that she flung her wedding ring at him, running to her room with tears pouring down her face. Tired of having the next best thing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tired of &lt;i&gt;being&lt;/i&gt; the next best thing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;No, no baby I don&amp;rsquo;t want the next best thing.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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